Friday, January 17, 2020

Life Has No Obligation to Give You What You Expect (17)


Life has no obligation to give you what you expect- Margaret Mitchell

Obligations

Obligations are constraints. Moral requirements. Societal norms. They are boundaries, enclosing our free will at times. They are behavior restrictions. Much like those we enforce within the walls of our classrooms. Sit in your seat, keep your hands to yourself, be kind.

They also have consequences when we do not conform to them. A bad grade, detention, isolation, even ostracism. For many these obligations are integrated into their mindset, they are rule followers. They prefer a strict code of conduct, that way they can adjust to anyone who does not follow them. Obligations provide a measurement on which to mark our advancements and interactions.

Obligations are necessary. They do create a framework upon which civilization and community are built. They crumble, they hold strong- they are foundational and yet very much auxiliary. We use them to supplement as much as we use them to reinforce long lived notions of order and commonwealth.

They do not always form a coherent equality, often hindering many from participating within the confines of justice and freedom. We believe we can obligate and yet still provide the freedom to think for ourselves. Can we? There is a fluidity, between community and obligation where this can exist, many strive for this freedom and prosperity, to become common place, but at times we fall short.

We must realize we are often blinded by our need for obligation and our desire to make sure we feel comfortable. We often do things we feel are better for those around us, we try to make sure everyone is getting what they need. But we can't. We can teach others to help themselves. We can provide the opportunity for growth, we can be mindful and remind others of their strength and their beauty. We can provide tools, but we can’t make sure everyone is taken care of exactly how they need to be. This has troubled me since my youth.

“Whatever it is you're seeking won't come in the form you're expecting.”
― 
Haruki Marukami

All we can guarantee is our actions. If they reach the expanse of our population, we are called heroes, entrepreneurs, saviors. Yet, most of us reach the breadth of our orbit. The stretch of our domain. We are local contractors and this is just as important. All we can guarantee is that we speak and act with kindness, within the walls of our daily obligations. 

We must accept that we are not all the same. We are not the same race, gender, identity. We do not all live in situations of economic prosperity, safety and convenience. We do not all think the same, act the same, believe the same things. Our opinions are as vast as the universe itself. When we look into the night sky and marvel at the billions of sparkles and shimmers looking back at us- we do not judge them for their varying luminosity. We just appreciate their brilliance.


Expectations

In the case of uncertainty, expectation is an occurrence that is considered to be the most likely to happen. Sometimes it is entitlement based. Others wish. An expectation, which is a belief that is centered on the future, may or may not be realistic. Yet, we all have them. Every single one of us. But, they often stem from our obligations. We wish the day would go faster so we can get home and relax. We hope ‘they’ notice us.

We desire a vacation, having confidence that one will be happening soon. When it doesn’t, it gives rise to the emotion of disappointment. Expectations are tricky- they keep us focused and engaged and all the while they are like obligations. They place constraints. They urge us to follow moral requirements and social norms. They create boundaries- because if we expect something, we often stay nearby to get it.

When expectations and obligations merge, and we truly expect those around us to oblige to their responsibilities, we can become quite disappointed. We place our values, our rules, routines and reasoning upon others. This is where we often go wrong. We can’t expect those around us to make our lives happier. We can only expect us to do that. But, we can expect some help along the way if we are not being given the tools we need to survive and thrive.

Within our classrooms we have a lot of obligations: rules and routines that students are required to follow if they are to be considered a good student. We place our expectations of what a good student means upon them. There are many students that: come to school, sit in their seats, behave, do their work and follow all of the rules. We often ignore them because they checked the box. Instead we give attention to those who are struggling to oblige. We try to fix them based on our expectations. When what we should do, is let them find their expectations of themselves and allow them to find a way to oblige to the school and classroom norms.

Our expectations are often much stricter than what students can provide. We must expect them to be their age- to be following the norms of that age group- not the expectations of ours. We will never be free of obligations. We will never be free from expectations of those around us and ourselves. But, we need to make our expectations reasonable and appropriate. We need to see the expanse of humanity as the luminous and beautiful spectacle that it is. It truly is a vast, sparkly, often cold and void place, much like space. Yet it is also an expanse of great opportunity and fulfillment. It is as mammoth and monumental as each individual within it.

We need to accept the unexpected. Not be angry at surprises. Welcome the chance to help create an environment within our classroom, our orbit with flexible, pliable expectations. Because each situation is different, each class period is exclusive and each student has their own expectations, their own personal obligations and to make sure they fit into ours- they have to have some time to just be themselves.

“We cannot expect people to have respect for law and order until we teach respect to those we have entrusted to enforce those laws.”
― Hunter S. Thompson


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